is it really goodbye?

Late 2012 i saddly lost my nan, a women i thought was like super women, who lived  through everything. I guess "it was her time to go" as everyone told me.

Also, late 2013 i lost beloved grandad, who was like a best friend. And everyone said the same " it was his time to go." All the nurses did what they could to help him with the cancer but because he lost my nan (the love of his life.) 

He just gave up. Is love really that strong that you couldn't live with out the otherso you lose the will to live? Or was it just their time to go? 

 The question i ask myself a lot is, Do we all have a time to go? 

 All the question everyone at sometime in there life ask about death will never be answer thankfully because how do you know the true  believe that their is a after life? Does that make you less scared to die? 

I know it makes me less scared,i believe in a after life where you loved once whi have pased on are always with you but you can't see them or not alway hear them they are always their to protect you and gide you when you need it. I guess i use this to comfort me, i haven't losed them because " hero's never die" as a great women told me. 

I will never forget that and i hope you reading this that it will help you in now or even inthe future with griving  a loved one as my nan say " it's the cycle of life we all must get on with it." We get to choose the life we want to live, it doesn't choose us.

 Xxxx