Friends.

For so long people rely on their friends, too make them laugh when they want to cry be that person to pick you up. However, you often are that person who is the shoulder to cry on and the one who always caring  about what happens to them. I like to think I have many friends but if reality most of them are just people I know and occasionally speak to.

over time I have learnt what a "true friend " actually is. It is that person who will drop everything to make sure you are okay. It is that person who knows you so well they know when you are upset even though you are acting like you are fine. It is that person who will stand by you no matter what happens. The only problem is I can't find that friend.

I mean I though I had a true friend but over time I realised she wasn't. I have always been that person my friends come to when something is up and drops everything to make sure they are okay. But when I need them they are never to be seen or they are too busy with their boyfriend to help me.

I don't understand how that work how you have the right to make someone who has been their for you threw thick and thin, and still make them feel like crap. HAHAH girl power yeah right.

The truth is you will get friend who you think are "TRUE FRIENDS" but they are not. It take a lot for you to finally realise what your "friends " are really like.

When you feel completely alone yet their is 7 billion + people in the world. you need to realise your not alone all you need to do is ask for help or just speak to a family member you can trust.

"Just keep moving forward and don't give a shit about what anybody thinks. do what you have to do, for you" - Johnny Depp

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Hope and dreams.

We all have hope and dreams in life, in ourselves and in those we love...

We all hope for the same things our dreams to come true one day, but when is that day coming? When will we know we have achieved all our dreams? And if we have achieved them will we be truly happy with the life we have lived?

Dreams are fantasies, fantasies of the life we want to live the person we want to be, dreams can change when you’re a child you dream of being a super hero or being a vampire or something mythical, as you mature so does your dreams so does the way you want to live.  Our minds need fantasies to give use faith in the stories of our life will come true.

We have hope for those we love because we care about them, we want the best for them, we want them to achieve their dream they want for their life. Do we have right to tell them that some dreams don’t come true? And that their dream is pointless? No we don’t.

Do I know what I want to do in the future, where I want to go in live my life and who it with? No...

Time changes people change as much as you don’t want them to, they do. You changed, you went form a crying baby to the amazing person you are today, our dream change, the people who are in our dream change, the life you want changes.

Three great men who has made a difference in the life we live today in different ways  

“Life is a dream for the wise, a game for the fool, a comedy for the rich, a tragedy for the poor.”

Sholem Aleichem

 A leading Yiddish author and playwright from Ukraine. The musical Fiddler on the Roof, based on his stories about Tevye the Dairyman, was the first commercially successful English-language stage production about Jewish life in Eastern Europe. He got his words across using theatre and novels, he got his word across by using peoples imagination.

“Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.”

Albert Einstein

A man who changed science, who changed facts and who changed the life we live today by his mass constitution to science he has given, we wouldn’t be in the world we live in now with technology if it wasn’t for this smart man.

“I have a dream”                                                                                                                                  Martin Luther king

A man who changed the way people all over the world was treated we all get treated like equals, a man who made a speech that changed the way we all live our life a man who deserves a lot of credit to our life now. He had a dream and he archived his dream to make use all equal, this man didn’t just have a dream for himself but for the whole world and everything in it, His speech is still used today and he is a hero to many.

We all deserve a dream and we all should try and reach this dream no matter how weird it is.

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College

I'm going college soon and i am so nervouse to make new friends and do I course I'm not to sure if I will enjoy.

High school was fun and I learnet more about myself and other people, yes I am going to miss some of them but  I'm not going to miss getting treated like a child. 

I am go to find it hard to make new friends because I don't make it easy for myself, but I will and I am going to miss old friends and old memories of my friends.

However, as I grow up do does my memories and my opinion on life and people. I so thank all them people who I met I high school for bein amazing to grow up with and the friends I knew since I was in primary and I grow up with them. 

 I can't wait to see what the future holds for me and all the people I grow up with. 

I will miss them all and the teachers that helped me through good and bad, and thought me things I will never forget and they have me a voice and made me use it, I thank them all for all thy hae done. 

The book that's life

Your life is like a book, everyday I a new page, every problem is a twist and every person who leaves your life ends a chapter and you start a new one. 

There will be good and there will be bad but that makes a good book. Characters  will leave the book but some will come into the book. They ones who stay the in the book you should be blest for having them because they are true friend and family and they are a keeper. 

You can't re-wright the past, but you can the future, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. 

 Some characters are bad and some are good, bad you will soon realise and then end a chapter and the good well they are in many more chapter and many memorises. 

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The future

The future is unknown to all, we can't see are futures but we can change them. God doesn't write are future we do and some people forget that, we can change are futures in one disisson. 

We can rearrange are future with the whill power to do so, we have the whill power to change are opinion on life and the way we live it. 

We look death in the eye everyday and it's our disisson to live our day, fight for our life or give up. It our choose to wake up and be sad and depressed all day, we as humans can change our approch on life. 

People who smoke hold the thing that kills them a little ever smoke take, are controlling their fait, to stop and live a lifestyle better and not hold death between your lips or to die from a habit you couldn't stop. 

We all have addictive nature, but some aren't life changing an some are, we choose what is best for us and we chose if we should stop that habit or carry on. 

However, not all people have the whill power to tell themselves "no I need to stop for my sake." And make a life changing disisson that may protentually, change the future of you life and your families. 

Are we all happy with the life we live? And, can we really change fait or our future In a split second everyday? 

A great man once told me 

"yesturday us history. Tomorrow is a mystery. And today is a gift that's why they call it the present." 

This man is the man who made me fall in love with English, MR.J.Willmott, and I couldn't thank him more for his weird qouts he ,steels from film, tells us. I couldn't thank he enough for all he has done to make me love English and made me see the truth in life. 

We all deserve to liver our life the way we want to, so live your life today and make everyday an amazing day and be thankful for all the great things you have in life. 

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fairy tales

We all have fairy tales, that we make up in are head, that dream man that you will have a "perfect" wedding, with a dress that will fit the part, that we have planed over and over again.

How it looks, who is thier, what you will wear and what dress you will have, that "perfect" wedding is all planed out, that "perfec" man standing there smiling at you nearly crying and it end with that "perfect" kiss that their is no dry eye in the room. 

As the day goes on you you part and have everyone coming up to you asking how you are? 

That best man speech that you couldn't help but laugh, then your dad watching and remembering the day he took you home for the first time and made a vow to protect you with his life, he comes up too you and wispers " you will always be my little girl." At "The perfect wedding"... 

 But this is all a dream, can it come true? are fairy tales true? or Are we all just living in the clouds? 

 The definition of perfect is having all the required or desirable elements, qualities or characteristics; as good as it is possible to be. 

Do we all want perfect? But some people say "No one is perfect, everyone comes with problems." can that dream of the perfect person and the dream wedding turn in to a nightmear? 

 We look for profection but we don't alwaus get it however, can we still reach some dreams like a dream jobs we all think of if we try are very hardest, something that is perfect to you is not perfect to someone else that doesn't make them wrong, everyone is titled to a opinnion.

 can that "dream" start running you life instead of you? Because you have set your standered way too high and the things you expect will happen or may not happen the way you want it too.

 However, we all need fairy tales so we all know what we want in life this doesn't make you a bad person for having dreams and aspersions it makes you human. Just make sure you don't have your head in the clouds for too long, just remember the reality that is life. It doesn't always happen like you see in films or see in books or on tv. 

But it does happen just a diffrent way to how you want it too but it does happen maybe you may hit some obsticals but you can over come it, you just need to believe your self. 

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true friends ;

How do you know you have a true friend? How do you know you can trust the right person? 

 Well, all make mastakes when it comes to friends. If it's saying the wrong things to regreat being friends with them for weird reason like having massive arguments to spreading rumours. We all have them friends,but we don't notic it till the damage is done, before you or them have made a stupid mastake that you will later regreat and all hell brackes loss.

 However, we sometimes never learn from are mastakes that we should first time round an d we should learn them quit fast but you just don't. 

Some people make the same mastake thousands of times till they finally learn, some make it once or twice and necer make the same mastake. 

 The time you need your friends through tuff times and only one or two are actually their for you, You soon learn who your true friends are. Thats the time in your life you make a massive decison that will make a impact on your everyday life. 

Do you actually want to stay friend with the who wasn't their when you needed them? Or Do you stay friends with them and act if you don't care? 

I always try and see the good in people but i have finally realised who my true friends are and who are not and you i decided to confront the people who i thought would be their and wasn't and i felt much better after woulds. 

 You always meet the people who only use you for things if it for food or to make someone jealous or to try and look good. And you always go along with it even though you know they are using you, until one day you just give up and you hold all that anger and rage in and one day you just exploed with anger and after woulds you regreat not just telling them. 

It's not fair on you to be used like that and just be threated like that at the end of the day we are all humans and no one deserves being used and they wouldnt like it to happen to them so why are they doing it? 

 I always put mysel in the other persons shoes and see there point of view so then i know how they are feeling and how they would see it. i think it's the best thing to do rarther than get all worked up and get angry over nothing. friendship is full of the unknown will what if's? and why's? 

That can scare a few people because it's unknown but we all need mistary in are life to make it feel right and mistary is never bad sometimes its good aswell. You will find out who your true friends are the hard way are the easy but losing friends or not being as close as you were is always hard just remember who you are and that no one desirves to be miss treated in any way shap or form. 

when you do find that great freind that you know will not be creeped out by how weird or crazy you are they will just laugh and probably end up joining in being crazy, and when you do find that true friend don't lose contact because you may end up regreating it. 

Life is full of regreat but the best thing to do is not live in the past or future live in the present the now and if you do regreat make sure you know who you can tell. i thank all my true friends and my family for making me the woman i am today, and they all have a massive pice of my heart.

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